Not Exactly What I Thought It Could Have Been...

I've expanded my horizons
Not exactly the way I would have wanted to
But here I stand
And my heart travels all over the world
Giving and receiving love
Though sometimes receiving it it's harder that it looks

But I'm not the only one out there
And you're not the only one either
Perhaps we will meet
But the uncertainty it's what remains
And even if i never find you
Someone else will be there
And before I know it you will be forgotten
You will no longer exist in the domains of my soul

I shall find happiness with or without you
And so you will too
Only the memories of what could have been
Only the thoughts and dreams
Only those will be known for both you and I

And if I ever meet your face walking down the streets
I will be glad to see you smiling
You may not remind me but it will not matter
I will remember the past and what could have been
But long for it no more and just let you be...

Wishful Thinking

Don't know what to write
My sheet is in blank
Don't know what to say
I shouldn't open my mouth
And what else to do but to go away

But my head is working hard
And a ton of thoughts are passing by
Interesting ones I dare to say
Uh-oh but I just said I wasn't going to speak again
hmmm....How to say it then?
How to convert this thoughts into useful words?

A difficult question that is
No accurate reply comes to my mind...
And so I find myself lying in bed,
Thinking,
Smiling,
Listening to the wind,
Talking and laughing to the nothingness and myself...

O! Sweet thoughts!
If only you could come true...
A dream as sweet as this is not near to be found
So I wonder...
Could it possibly...?
No, no, I shouldn't think about that
But what if....?
No, no, I shouldn't think about that

Wouldn't it be sweet to fulfil this reverie
And,
And,
And,
To see it when I'm not away in the dream
To feel it without my eyes closed...
What a wonderful life that would be
To live within a dream!

The Breeze

Sweet morning breeze
so sweet and so pure
take away all the darkness from yesterday!
brighten up my day!
push all my sorrows far, far away...
show me the happiness of this new day!

Smooth and cool morning breeze
travelling to infinite space of life,
moving the bright green leaves of grass,
touching everything and
leaving a feeling of calm,
making the day look like a beautiful one

Warm and thick afternoon breeze
up and down you go,
flying side by side and
lighting up my heart,
bringing all those sweet memories back to life
with a single caress you can mend a broken heart

Cold and refreshing night breeze
announcing the end of the day we leave behind,
relaxing our souls and
surprising us along with the moonlight
everything seems possible
and so with your touch we are able to dream once again
feeling free, alive and rested inside...

In the depths of a bright blue ocean

One step towards the end 

And your feet began to hurt 

The pain was so great 

But you had to keep going further

And so you keep on walking

Through the arid desert of nothingness

You take off your shoes

And you are barefoot on the burning sand 

Your feet cracked and became hard as rock 

Or at least that is what you felt

The pain was too great that you no longer perceived it 

And a trail of blood lied behind you

You looked back and noticed the blood

You smiled, and continued walking 

Though you were not sure why you smiled 

Or why would a trail of blood bring a spark of happiness to your heart?

The only possible answer was that you've left your trace in the world

Whether some one ever sees it or not

You were content with leaving a bit of yourself in this world 

At least that was done 

And so you took a deep breath and lied down on the burning soil 

The instant touch of your skin with the sand brought warmth to your heart

It would probably be the last time you will ever feel something of the sort

A strong wind hit the ground and formed a twister  

In it you could hear all the voices of the ones you've loved 

And that made all the sorrow in your heart grew bigger and bigger 

Tears dropped from your face and you stand up 

Ready to continue and leave all that behind you 

They will be truly happy now and you will no longer be in pain 

You kept on moving and bleeding 

And when you have finally reached the end of the world 

You saw it, a calm sea, waiting for you to get in 

You never really learnt to swim but that didn't matter 

You jumped in 

The water washed away all of your sorrows 

You were free for the first time

Suffering will never reach your heart ever again 

The depths of a bright blue sea protected you 

Nothing or any one could harm you there

You have found your peace