Submerged

Sometimes you don't know what to to say, what to think, what to write, what to sing...
And so you remain silent, people may find you indifferent, people may find you rude...
You choose to ignore them and then you move on...
You keep on walking and you float along with the wind, in perfect syncrony
Watching a leave dancing in the air,
A perfect combination of green and everything else...
Appreciating life and what surrounds it, that seems more important, more meaningful...
And even if you find yourself trying to change, trying to be in the same place as everybody else
You know your heart, your restless soul and your reserved being...
For now this is right, for now you do not need more than this...
Life provides you with its wonders and you just need to relax and be marvelled at them...
And you will find yourself submerged by nature...

I will go on...

I know I was wrong 

but, who are you to judge me like that? 

Who do you think you are to call me names like those?

All those insults that have broken my soul

All those tears shed since you've started to put me down 

I won't take it any longer,

I think about death 

I consider suicide

But I won't give you the satisfaction 

I won't be weak

I have to keep on breathing

Somewhere a new life is there waiting for me

I'll run away and forget about you 

I'll change my ways and be the best version God created of me

I won't disappoint myself 

All this crying I cannot stop

But this new plan will be fulfilled 

I won't live here

I don't want a life like this any more