Have you ever feel like...?

Have you ever feel like leaving everything behind?

Living doesn’t really seem to fit with you anymore, so you begin to have lots of suicidal ideas, making sure that every single one of those ideas suits your personality, if you were afraid of the water you wouldn’t throw yourself out of a bridge into a river, or if you are afraid of speed you wouldn’t crash your car in the highway, so your mind starts to work in a very creative way, you plan every single detail of your possible anticipated death and just when you have come up with the perfect plan, in that very moment you realize how cowardly your behavior will be, yes you would be the one who stop trying, how lazy of you and how coward to end with your life just because you have had several complications.

Would you be able to forgive yourself after doing that? I mean we all have a purpose in life, was yours to be the one who stopped trying? The one who gave up too soon? The one who didn’t have the guts to cope with his/her problems? You would become the one who would be forgotten first and was that your purpose? To come to the world and die young and be forgotten, almost as if you’ve never come…

Think about it, is it worth it? Would you give up a possible life filled with happiness? Will you? Instead of spending quite a long time planning your death, you could have used your creativity to plan a way to solve some of your problems, don’t you think? Of course whenever we are depressed we don’t think about such things, why would we? Nothing seems to make sense at the moment.

So, I would like to make you a suggestion whenever you’re feeling like the whole world is against you just walk away, go some place you feel better, cry, yes, listen to sad music, be mad at the world, do whatever makes you feel better (except hurting yourself) and then when it is all over and you begin to feel yourself again, do something for yourself, relax, go out with your friends, talk to someone about what’s going on with you (you never know, some good advice may come along), go and hug someone you really care about, give yourself a treat (buy something for you, or have your favourite meal for dinner, buy some chocolates, ice-cream, go to the movies, do something crazy you’ve always wanted to do (it will change your perspective about life), talk to a stranger, make new friends, all of these are just a few of the things you can do, the sky is the limit, let your imagination flow and take over, after doing all of that and more you will start to feel less and less depressed and you will realize that life is what you make of it.