Choices

Life is way too complicated, but you all know that. I am nobody's life is perfect, right? Ok, so I've been thinking about my own issues and how is it that in spite of all the effort I ever do to make things right some times it never seems to work out.

But this time I haven't been making my best to solve things and I think that's bad, I need to have some sort of closure because only with it I'll be able to move on.
Yes, some times all we need to do it's that we constantly avoid. It may seem awkward or perhaps you don't want to do it because you're scared of whatever happen next. And you like it or not, you will influence the result, that last result you have been avoiding, but you need to do it.

Why?

Well because it's insane, you're suffering so very much and you have to stop, you can't keep on living in sadness for ever.

Even when you know it might hurt, you have to try... it's better to know for once and for all than to be waiting and hoping for something to happen... what if nothing ever changes? then what? will you wait for ever? It doesn't make much sense, does it?

So this time I'll listen to my own voice, my own advice... enough time has passed by so far and I need to know, I already did this one time before with another person and yes things didn't end up well but at least I could get over him, it's what i needed the most.

I won't be afraid,  it's as a good friend told me: You have nothing to lose, and she's right, I have nothing to lose but what I can gain could be amazing, even if things don't end well, still I can win, I'll have some peace of mind.
I'll try and hopefully next time you will know if things end up nicely or not :D
Keep your fingers crossed for me ;)