In the depths of a bright blue ocean

One step towards the end 

And your feet began to hurt 

The pain was so great 

But you had to keep going further

And so you keep on walking

Through the arid desert of nothingness

You take off your shoes

And you are barefoot on the burning sand 

Your feet cracked and became hard as rock 

Or at least that is what you felt

The pain was too great that you no longer perceived it 

And a trail of blood lied behind you

You looked back and noticed the blood

You smiled, and continued walking 

Though you were not sure why you smiled 

Or why would a trail of blood bring a spark of happiness to your heart?

The only possible answer was that you've left your trace in the world

Whether some one ever sees it or not

You were content with leaving a bit of yourself in this world 

At least that was done 

And so you took a deep breath and lied down on the burning soil 

The instant touch of your skin with the sand brought warmth to your heart

It would probably be the last time you will ever feel something of the sort

A strong wind hit the ground and formed a twister  

In it you could hear all the voices of the ones you've loved 

And that made all the sorrow in your heart grew bigger and bigger 

Tears dropped from your face and you stand up 

Ready to continue and leave all that behind you 

They will be truly happy now and you will no longer be in pain 

You kept on moving and bleeding 

And when you have finally reached the end of the world 

You saw it, a calm sea, waiting for you to get in 

You never really learnt to swim but that didn't matter 

You jumped in 

The water washed away all of your sorrows 

You were free for the first time

Suffering will never reach your heart ever again 

The depths of a bright blue sea protected you 

Nothing or any one could harm you there

You have found your peace

Obscure

Every thing is dark 

It doesn't matter where you look 

The light doesn't seem to reach you 

In the shadows you remain 

Blind, rejected and excluded

From the world that has condemn you 

Nobody misses you 

Nobody remembers you

Nothing last

Nothing remains, 

Not even a single memory on your behalf 

Every thing was just a game, 

A lie, 

A lie which managed to poison your soul

And so your existence becomes meaningless

Your life seems rather pointless

Sorrow and a broken heart are all that is left

Lonesome and forgotten you've became

At the end, suffering was the only goal to pursuit 

at it you did a magnificent work 

But you all should know that you've got some help 

and such credit must be given to you know who

The brightest part of whom you've once been

has managed to fade away 

and so have you 

there might be hope for those who look for you

but they should know,

that only in obscurity you shall be found

Submerged

Sometimes you don't know what to to say, what to think, what to write, what to sing...
And so you remain silent, people may find you indifferent, people may find you rude...
You choose to ignore them and then you move on...
You keep on walking and you float along with the wind, in perfect syncrony
Watching a leave dancing in the air,
A perfect combination of green and everything else...
Appreciating life and what surrounds it, that seems more important, more meaningful...
And even if you find yourself trying to change, trying to be in the same place as everybody else
You know your heart, your restless soul and your reserved being...
For now this is right, for now you do not need more than this...
Life provides you with its wonders and you just need to relax and be marvelled at them...
And you will find yourself submerged by nature...

About Unhappiness

Hateful thoughts of unhappiness
Continuous looks of indifference
Perfectly ignored
Rejected as a contagious disease
Misunderstood as a vulture in the open sea
People staring at me
They do not comprehend the complexity of your soul
They do not see how lonely you've become
They do not know how sad does it feel
To be alone,
To be unwanted,
To be unloved...

Every tear
Every nod on your throat
Every realization of what your future will be like
Alone, without someone to hold on to
Without someone being happy to see you
Without someone to hold you
Without someone who will take all your sorrows away...

And night over night over night
You drag yourself to bed, trying to sleep and
While you're lying there thinking
About your day, about your monotonous life
And how it doesn't seem to change
How it's everyday the same
And you try to be strong, optimistic
But you just can't take it any more
It's too much suffering for the uncertainty
Of what may the future bring
Of the life you could have
But you never will...

Tired of waiting for something to happen
Tired of waiting for someone to come
Tired of trying to change what I can't control
Tired of trying to make myself happy and forget about it all
Tired of crying
Of this life
And of being here

What shall the outcome be?
That I cannot tell for sure
But sometimes a tragedy it's what it takes to be free of it all...

Living in a Prison Cell

Nothingness and yourself
Only memories remain
A happy life
You left behind
And now in loneliness
You are found
All alone
Just you and nothing more

If only you haven't done
If only you haven't hurt
If only you have loved

Nothingness and nothing more
Nothingness forever more
You left yourself all alone

One touch, one smile

Life is define by small pieces of happiness,
little moments
insignificant for some
treasured by others

a single touch
a gentle caress
a long hand grip
and what is the outcome
a happy day
a smile upon your face
happiness all over the place

nothing can't take this moment disappear
nothing can't make you forget
nothing can't remove those thoughts on your head

happiness make its way through
your heart will never be the same
your emotions cannot be contained
your smile cannot be taken away
happiness remains
it may be just for a day
or a couple of hours
it doesn't matter how much does it last
feeling that all is possible
even if it's for a little while
it's worth it

A Word, A Feeling, An Utopy...

O! Love 
What are you?
What have you become? 
What are you expected to be?


O! Love
Nothing more than a few phonemes combined
together they create a magnificent sound
a sound everybody wishes to hear 
a sound which leaves us all marvelled and blind


O! Love
Nothing more than one word
and yet, so much more, 
a feeling, O! yes
a feeling which entangles lives together
for an eternity yet to come


O! Love
People wait their entire lives for you
but, are you real?
perhaps you are mainly a product of our imagination
maybe you only exist in our minds 
in our perfect world where everything is possible
will we ever find you?


O! Love
An utopic thought 
waiting to be achieved
An emotion
waiting to be fulfilled


O! Love
Passionate and true, 
Impulsive and wild,
and yet heart-breaking and devastating...
but at the end
we all long for you to come
we all wait for that epic arrival
the one that will forever change the course of our lives.

I am the rain

I am the rain

I am the rain, I am as fragile as those water drops.

I am the rain, I easily fall and break apart

The sun comes out and dries me out  

Nothing remains, I am soon forgotten

I am the rain

I am the rain, everything is either dark or grey

I am the rain, I am cold and unexpected

I am the rain

Sometimes I washed away people hopes and dreams

Some people may like me but their lives are filled with melancholy and sadness whenever I’m around

I am the rain but I can turn into storm

Buttlerfly

Spread your wings and fly away
away from all this suffering
away from all this crying

move on to a better life
follow the sun and
leave the shadows and sorrows behind you

fly away to the sweetness awaiting you
to some better place and
keep on flying and then
in happiness you shall be found

Pear