Wishful Thinking

Don't know what to write
My sheet is in blank
Don't know what to say
I shouldn't open my mouth
And what else to do but to go away

But my head is working hard
And a ton of thoughts are passing by
Interesting ones I dare to say
Uh-oh but I just said I wasn't going to speak again
hmmm....How to say it then?
How to convert this thoughts into useful words?

A difficult question that is
No accurate reply comes to my mind...
And so I find myself lying in bed,
Thinking,
Smiling,
Listening to the wind,
Talking and laughing to the nothingness and myself...

O! Sweet thoughts!
If only you could come true...
A dream as sweet as this is not near to be found
So I wonder...
Could it possibly...?
No, no, I shouldn't think about that
But what if....?
No, no, I shouldn't think about that

Wouldn't it be sweet to fulfil this reverie
And,
And,
And,
To see it when I'm not away in the dream
To feel it without my eyes closed...
What a wonderful life that would be
To live within a dream!

The Breeze

Sweet morning breeze
so sweet and so pure
take away all the darkness from yesterday!
brighten up my day!
push all my sorrows far, far away...
show me the happiness of this new day!

Smooth and cool morning breeze
travelling to infinite space of life,
moving the bright green leaves of grass,
touching everything and
leaving a feeling of calm,
making the day look like a beautiful one

Warm and thick afternoon breeze
up and down you go,
flying side by side and
lighting up my heart,
bringing all those sweet memories back to life
with a single caress you can mend a broken heart

Cold and refreshing night breeze
announcing the end of the day we leave behind,
relaxing our souls and
surprising us along with the moonlight
everything seems possible
and so with your touch we are able to dream once again
feeling free, alive and rested inside...

In the depths of a bright blue ocean

One step towards the end 

And your feet began to hurt 

The pain was so great 

But you had to keep going further

And so you keep on walking

Through the arid desert of nothingness

You take off your shoes

And you are barefoot on the burning sand 

Your feet cracked and became hard as rock 

Or at least that is what you felt

The pain was too great that you no longer perceived it 

And a trail of blood lied behind you

You looked back and noticed the blood

You smiled, and continued walking 

Though you were not sure why you smiled 

Or why would a trail of blood bring a spark of happiness to your heart?

The only possible answer was that you've left your trace in the world

Whether some one ever sees it or not

You were content with leaving a bit of yourself in this world 

At least that was done 

And so you took a deep breath and lied down on the burning soil 

The instant touch of your skin with the sand brought warmth to your heart

It would probably be the last time you will ever feel something of the sort

A strong wind hit the ground and formed a twister  

In it you could hear all the voices of the ones you've loved 

And that made all the sorrow in your heart grew bigger and bigger 

Tears dropped from your face and you stand up 

Ready to continue and leave all that behind you 

They will be truly happy now and you will no longer be in pain 

You kept on moving and bleeding 

And when you have finally reached the end of the world 

You saw it, a calm sea, waiting for you to get in 

You never really learnt to swim but that didn't matter 

You jumped in 

The water washed away all of your sorrows 

You were free for the first time

Suffering will never reach your heart ever again 

The depths of a bright blue sea protected you 

Nothing or any one could harm you there

You have found your peace

To Remember or To Forget?

There are times when nothing else remains but oblivion
You close your eyes and try to remember
A sweet summer breeze touches your face
You open your eyes and nothing
Still nothing, you find yourself lost in oblivion

Yet everything seems clear, pure, still
Is this a sign?
Is it right to forget it all?
Will this set a new age,
A blank book waiting to be filled?

But you feel the urge to remember...
The need of a past...
Your past means a shadow that pollutes your soul
And your heart refuses to remember
Stop insisting and surrender
You and your heart are one

Why is it that we seek to forget and later we regret?
Let yourself go, seize the opportunity you have been given
A new, brighter and exciting future awaits
Don't waist yourself thinking about the past!

A cold, warm and refreshing ocean at your feet
The soft sand provides you confidence
You are ready to launch
The ocean salutes you,
Its gigantic waves creates a unison of magnificence

And so you perform a perfect energized run towards the sea
You are in the water and in your face a smile
Floating without apparent reason
And suddenly you begin to sink
The moment has come and you fear nothing
The water gives you serenity and peace like never before
You are at the beginning, ready to be born once again

You find yourself submerged in a dream
A dream of purity and inspiration
You open your eyes and you see yourself lying on the beach
Free from all fears
Without worries left to keep
And you walk away...

Searching, Looking, Moving

At times everything seems lost
You cannot find your way home
The streets are covered in a thick layer of darkness
No matter where you turn
The light is far away


You find no rest
You find yourself deep into a pool of sorrow
Just you and loneliness
Just you and the darkness
Without love, without hope..


You try to look strong enough
You kept your tears to yourself
You hide yourself at night and cry
You lie in bed and try to sleep


And even if you are feeling so lonely and so sad
How could you be such a fool and open up your heart?
Why would someone want to hurt you in such way?
Will things ever go back to reality?

You wonder, you hesitate...
All you need is a helping hand,
A kind heart to show you the light,
To bring back the hope,
to bring back the warmth in your heart...

A believer you must become,
An optimistic,
You must get back up,
You must take care of yourself,
You must take something,
Something that will help you move
And feel better...

A cup of tea to warm up your heart
A cup of tea to ease your soul
A cup of tea to finally rest at night
A cup of tea to dream about a better tomorrow
A cup of tea to bring yourself back to life

It's all about FOOD!

Emotions are related to what we eat, and perhaps it's such a cliché but whenever we feel down or sad the tendency is to eat something sweet whether is ice-cream or chocolate that does not matter, the explanation may go a little bit further, chocolate for example it is well-known for its anti-depressive properties, there for all we need is a boost, whenever we are blue that's all we need so that's why we find ourselves eating sweet things.

But that's not the only reason why people eat sweets, we all love food and the pleasure that goes with it.
We are always trying to get some new flavour, that's why we love foreign cultures food so much, all those aromas, all those textures, spicy touches, simple nuances of flavours which drives us crazy.
And the aroma is so important, our sense smell helps us to perceive different scents and when it comes to food is the first judge, if something doesn't smell nice you just won't try it! that simple.

Presentation is another important factor, we don't have to eat in a fancy restaurant all the time to have that neat and lovely, yet modern presentation of a dish, but if something looks too messy or just not pleasant then you will be out of that place.

And I'm pretty sure you guys are wondering : Why is she writing about this? and better yet: why is she writing about it as if she was innovating? We already know about this?, and yes of course I would not hesitate about that, but all of the things I mentioned previously have a purpose, stay with me!

Food helps us to enjoy live, to give ourselves a treat, and living in such a hectic world we deserve one, so what I'm trying to say is whenever you feel like eating don't think it through that much, sometimes we hold back because well we don't want to gain wait and we want to stay healthy, but this has gone too far, we live in a world where you must be skinny otherwise you won't fit in, and people will stare at you as if you were sick or just as a looser that can't control his/her mouth, you are considered to be ugly just because you have a little bit extra, and honestly I'm getting so upset with that, and why is that?

Well let me tell you why I'm so upset about it, I'm a girl with a bit extra let's say, and it's not like I want to promote that everybody should be fat now, but I know I'm beautiful and also all those others out there who have weight issues, or all those who love food, and all of those who just like being with a little extra. There is nothing wrong with that, that doesn't make you any less beautiful.

We should stop being slaves of capitalism, we should try to stop judging everybody out there, whether too fat, too skinny, a bit extra or whatever. We must start by stop hating ourselves, you're not alone out there, and if you ever feel like talking to someone about it, I'm not saying that I'm an expert on the subject but I will understand you!

Don't be afraid of how you look, of how much you weight, you deserve as much as everybody else to enjoy life, food and the world, enjoy yourself!

Going Back

A mixture of sensations,
an infinite number of emotions,
endless rainbows pass before my eyes,
symphonies of sounds fill up my ears,
everything is so close and yet untouchable...

Flavours I have never tasted before,
shapes I have never seen,
textures I have never touched,
people and places I have never encountered before,
everything seems so familiar and yet unknown...

All sorts of sounds and waves surrounding the Earth,
I swam deep into the ocean watching and floating,
I encounter creatures I have only imagined,
magnificent and remarkable,
superb and unimaginable,
and we managed to emerged together from the waters,
everything seems so wonderful and fantastic...

I found myself so far away from my place,
from where I am supposed to be,
from where I am supposed to belong...
I began to feel so comfortable and to forget all about my past life,
somehow I fit perfectly in this world,
somehow this is the place,
the place I was waiting for,
the place where I would feel myself,
the place where I was meant to be born

Back to the base of the world
back to the roots of my very own self
back to the beginning of life.