Wishful Thinking

Don't know what to write
My sheet is in blank
Don't know what to say
I shouldn't open my mouth
And what else to do but to go away

But my head is working hard
And a ton of thoughts are passing by
Interesting ones I dare to say
Uh-oh but I just said I wasn't going to speak again
hmmm....How to say it then?
How to convert this thoughts into useful words?

A difficult question that is
No accurate reply comes to my mind...
And so I find myself lying in bed,
Thinking,
Smiling,
Listening to the wind,
Talking and laughing to the nothingness and myself...

O! Sweet thoughts!
If only you could come true...
A dream as sweet as this is not near to be found
So I wonder...
Could it possibly...?
No, no, I shouldn't think about that
But what if....?
No, no, I shouldn't think about that

Wouldn't it be sweet to fulfil this reverie
And,
And,
And,
To see it when I'm not away in the dream
To feel it without my eyes closed...
What a wonderful life that would be
To live within a dream!