Expectations vs Reality

I'm on holidays as everybody else, and without all the amount of duties that being at university implies well I've been having free time, free time to be bored out, free time to hang out, to watch movies, to watch tv series, but especially free time to think. 

I'm a girl so we already do a lot of thinking, as a woman I get to worry about stuff men cannot notice because it's not on their programming, that's why guys are more laid back and relax, right now I wished I wish I could be more relaxed and laid back, it's holidays after all, but no I find myself on my resting days worrying about all the stuff I shouldn't be worry about... the future. 

Yes, the future, my future in particular, it's not like I don't worry about our world and what's going on in it, but I've been worried about my future lately, about what will happen in a few years when I became a graduate student, not only about what I am going to do with my life but also where I will I be living. I've always dream about living elsewhere, a place far away from home, a place where I'll be challenged to fit it, to make new friends, to find a house/department where to live, even to find someone to love, I dare to say. But I'm afraid that my dream might just have to wait a bit more than I've expected, all good things happen to those who waits, right? 

I don't know I'll do my best for accomplish my dreams as soon as possible, but sometimes no matter how hard you try, you just have a hunch that some of those dreams won't come true, and how can you possibly be sure about it? Since you're the main character on your story you can tell by experience what events are more likely to happen and what events are more likely to stay as dreams and nothing more.

All of that sounds a bit cruel and perhaps not encouraging. But with all of what's being said I'm not telling you that you shouldn't follow your dreams, all that I'm saying is that perhaps you need to analyse, to think thoroughly and  if something sounds a bit too wild or a bit too impossible to reconsider that option, maybe change that idea a bit in order to fulfil that dream because after all there is a big difference between expectations and reality, always follow your heart, always believe in yourself, never give up, keep on fighting and you shall accomplish all that you've been dreaming for. 

I believe that the best advice I can give you is: don't let your thoughts ruin your holidays, maybe it's time to let go of the past and to move on, to expect new things and not to be afraid of the new things that may come with the new year is about to start. Life is full of surprises after all, you never know what it may bring.