Sorrow
makes his way in once again, the more I try to escape, to hide, to ignore the
fastest it approaches with his long claws penetrating deep into my soul,
tearing apart hopes and desires.
Colours have
fade away, no rainbows or sun fill in the blue sky, only clouds and rain are
left, nothing else remains, no happiness, no love, no brightness, no life.
Help will
never arrive, it’s impossible to save someone who has been buried so deep into
the ground, hopes are gone, no more waiting, just death.
Ignored,
avoided, left behind… Loneliness is my only companion, the only true friend who
will forever remain by my side.
I don’t
know what the others see on me, but I’m sure it’s nothing good, nobody ever
approaches me, smiles at me, sits beside me… What is that that I have that
people only want to stay away?
Unloved and
unwanted. I was meant to remain alone for the rest of my days with no one to hug
me, to caress my skin, to speak kind words to my ear. No, none of that was
meant for me… Sadness, loneliness and sorrow on the other hand were made to
fill the broken pieces of my heart, making me feel regret and resignation.
Is there a place for
people like me???
I need a
guide, a guardian angel who help me find the way back into happiness, someone
who protect me from the darkness.
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