Wednesday, December 17, 2014

Gone with the wind

I  saw you walking by
or, is it my mind wondering by?
A glimpse of you in the window
The wind blew your hair
and caressed your skin
O! how I envy the wind
The moment I turned you were gone
I looked for you, but you have  vanished
mayhaps the wind took you in her arms
perhaps the wind knew how to stole you from my eyes
I should have not hesitated
But I was too captivated by you
And now I must suffer so
I look for you every way I go
I hunt you down
but you were long gone
I hope she knows how to love you
the right amount of kisses
the proper way to hold your hand
I ought not to imagine me and you
I should have done something
Anything...
But I...
I loved you when you weren't mine to love
For that, I have been punished
For that I have to wait
And wait I shall
I must... until your heart has been broken
and then you'll come my way
I will mend it
I will treasure it
It  shall not be broken once more
I will not let you out of my sight
Not once...
Not ever...
Never

Nevermore...

Sunday, December 14, 2014

Obsession

Emotions are not easily expressed
And yet we are obsessive compulsive communicative beings
Anxious to tell the world the way we feel
Even if we cannot fully understand it ourselves
Exploding through the need to share
Not only the bright but the deeply dark as well
Dreaming about the one who will fully understand it
Hoping for the one who'll see what's palpable in both light and dark
Imagining perfection in our lives
Yet hiding ourselves in a dark corner
Overwhelmed by the idea of love
And sharing that idea with a perfect human being
Always dreaming about it
We find ourselves prisoners of the mind
Not reasoning, but thinking constantly about that idea
Exhaustingly trying to figure out how to bring it to live
Forgetting about everything else
But that thought remains
That endless utopian dream
Analyzing...
Dreaming...
Thinking...
Hoping...
Longing...
Losing ourselves in the dream
Slowly vanishing what we once were
So there is nothing left...

but the irremediable consumption of the soul

Friday, December 12, 2014

Mon Amour



Thinking about you day and night
Excited to feel your skin against my own
During the realization of our love
Unity of our souls

Anxiously desiring for more to come 

Thursday, December 11, 2014

Mixed Water

I had been crying for so long now
and for some reason it had been raining everyday
It would seem that the sky was my only companion
Whenever I left the house my tears and the sky's became one
Sharing the same sorrow and pain
Salty and sweet, all at once
The earth was drowning
So I lift up my head and looked at the clouds
I run towards the sea and let myself fall
Ready to end it
I couldn't feel the embrace of salt water 
Instead I  was lift up by a cloud
It took my where I needed to go
Remind me of my long forgotten dreams
The sky didn't shed another tear that day
The green wasn't under water
and so it lay me on a bed of grass
Slowly
Gently
Painless
I closed my eyes at the cloud with a smile
and I knew I wouldn't cry for me tonight

and neither would the sky.   

Saturday, October 27, 2012

Your departure


I imagined a life-time with you
You always stayed...
On my mind you never left...
You never back me down

But everything is always different in reality
And now, all that is left are the memories
But if it was all a dream...,
Could all this thinking-about-the-past thing be called memories?

I wonder how things would have been...
But then, it is all in my head
I needed the tenderness, I needed the warmness of your heart
But you resisted to give anything away

It is hard for me to understand
I thought you cared about me
I thought you cherished me
I guess... I misunderstood the way you stand

The dreams have quickly faded away
I know there is no possibility, it is the end
But I know that I can't just throw my memories away
You have a special place in my heart, my friend

I will remember the good times, 
All the things that I've learnt 
Every good laugh and sweet smile 
I would cherish them in my heart... 

But the time has come to move on 
And to look for happiness within a new dream 
It may seem hopeless to carry on 
Yet, it is worth it to have a dream once more...

Tuesday, October 2, 2012

We find us...

I can hear the wave
And just then something takes over me
I float over the sea
I am deep inside a blue ocean
Nothing has ever felt so warm
The ocean recites its song
I am washed off, lying on a black shore
It is just you and me
It is just you with me
You touched my heart
You understood my soul
We laughed and so we jumped off the cliff
Landing over pure whiteness
It was too white out there what was surrounding us,
Too white so we keep our eyes shut
Once we were on this mode
The world changes its shape
And many different colours emerge
They combine with each other
Now we can no longer see only light
But also darkness coexisting together
Light and darkness moving as one
Without ever being apart...

Monday, October 1, 2012

She

Covered in dust she was
No chance existed for her to be found
For isolated she was
And even if she felt buried on the ground
The truth is that she could no longer distinguish where she was
Sometimes surrounded by an immense ocean
With no means to get out
Nor the skills to find her way out
Until she slowly opened her eyes
And saw herself covered by the brightness of the light
But the question remained unbound
Until she looked around
It was only then that she truly opened her eyes
And so she realized what she was
She had served as a navigation instrument
So complex for some
Remained as a riddle to others
Yet her beauty was such
That admired and desired by many was she,
Ahe became the link for those who still believe in magical worlds
And brouht joy to the ones who dare to stare above their heads
She was nothing more than what most of us call, a star...